I think about paying for ffxi to play

Then directly after I have the thought I don’t want to work more

And ffxi is less of a game and more of another job with no pay

So then I don’t pay for ffxi

Then a couple days later I have the same thought process 

I’m just going to see how long it holds up

I’m not missing anything by not playing 

Then I try to sweeten the deal by thinking of everything I could do

And nothing is worth the time invested like nothing pays off

So then I think about getting master levels but majority of the time is waiting for a party so completely wasted time 

Pirates chart Chocobo digging chocobo racing fishing crafting 

All of it is a waste you spend too much time for the small chance at a reward 

And I can’t handle it anymore 

The game is so slow now that all the ballista players moved to Eden instead of retail