I can't believe I've been sober for 2 years

I thought it would feel different

It feels terrible lol

the only good thing about is i'm not scraping for a last little high or asking for money or doing deals or having to go to the weed store

having to do a lot of trips with small quantity because money restrictions or doing a few trips with large amounts with the fear of being pulled over and searched then go to jail

beer was easy to stop drinking

even after drinking 18 packs a day for several years

weed was hard to stop smoking

I just enjoy everything about life so much more when i'm high

colors are more vivid music sounds better food taste better even sleep is better work is easier and faster literally everything is better

don't let people fool you and say not smoking and drinking is better than doing so it really is not in my case