Something changed 

Why is it not the same

Why can’t I find new people to follow

Why is no one meeting my requirements for a follow

Did I get more picky

Why is cheer not hitting like it used to

Does moving to a different part of the city or a different city or state change who you see on social media 

Is it because I’m not smoking or drinking 

Why is it the two girls I completely melt over and love with my entire mind body heart and soul are the same girls I’ve felt that way for over 10 years

Why am I not finding more girls I fall deep deep for

Why does cheer not do it for me like it used to

I follow new people on sight if they meet fewer requirements than ever and I just end up unfollowing because they aren’t it

Looking at girls used to be hits all day long and now I can search for months and not find one

Is it an age thing

What makes the algorithms actually give you what you want

I noticed today in the late 90s and early 2000s clothes was more revealing you could see bra lines and underwear through the clothes you could see boobs more

And now it’s the complete opposite everything is hidden

But for like the 2015-2020 time it was perfect for what I like 

And it really feels like the clothes are less revealing now in 2025

But you don’t even wonder

Like I like the feeling of loving a girl on social media

And being completely hurt that I can’t see their boobs or butt or even the way they poop

And I’ll probably never see that stuff and it hurts

But if I did everything perfectly and we did fall in love

There’s always a small chance I could see all of that

And that’s what keeps me going 

They start out perfect better than perfect then they get older and lose the charm then I go and I look for the next above perfect girl

But I fear we’ve ran out they just don’t make them like they used to

It’s been months and I don’t have a new it girl to fan girl about

And all the ones that have been possibilities I knew I would fall as deep as I want to

What happened to all those girls