GAWD.    .    .    

Logan and I were hot

She's still my girlfriend

Back when we were younger wooooooooooowphh

Damn we had it so good

She's busy at college now

and I've moved out just kinda making it on my own not really doing it doing it

I think we're going to get closer again in a year or two

I love her

She's the first girl that I actually know I love fully 100% love love LOVE her

I want more of her I want more and more and more

I've never wanted another person or thing as much as I want more of her

Feels so good calling her my girlfriend

obviously she doesn't know it's a very 1 sided relationship as I just call her that without ever talking to her once

I like to think of the idea that when we as humans talk to ourselves to foresee a situation

that everything we think is usually wrong

then just skip to everything being wrong

then knowing that's right and 

like I can think of everything and it is all wrong so hold that

then think after that which basically means you create a new timeline where anything is possible and you're done with the wrong thoughts

then I want to be normal so I just keep it to myself

but if I was talking to someone I knew we would never be close I would definitely call Logan my girlfriend lol

even though I just watch her videos