just got a text from mom and she said

"sorry for not being a very good mom"

I think my mom is a good mom

she just has her bad sides like with anyone

with gram it was not wanting to hurt her feeling and being pushed out so she could make money

mom doesn't push me out so she can make money and I just have to hold on

what mom does is work 60+ hours a week and have no money at the end of the month from bills and vehicle expenses

mom wants stuff(food and deserts) but she doesn't just go get it she makes the entire issue for the process being money which again like it says above she works 60+ hours a week and spends it all on bills

she wants things that do not exist then gets upset today she wanted a family combo meat with bone in and boneless chicken no place does that you just buy the 2 different things separate but then we're back at money

she can't cook at home the ac doesn't work the ac in her room doesn't work the ac in the truck doesn't work

she's always fed up

we all know and understand that's her

she gets a little selfish then hates on people she think is selfish

shes an only child what do you expect

sometimes she manipulates a conversation and say something didn't happen or she didn't say something but she did or it did

I love my mom and I can work around the things I don't like about her

I don't even live with her anymore it's easy

if I don't like it I can just walk away and leave go home and get away

the working 60+ hour weeks and not having money is the hardest

she takes me places I need to go

she helps me at work

she helps my girls when I can't get to the store and she buys their food(I do pay her back for that)

she still buys me food even though she's so limited on money

she usually talks to me like i'm a person most of the time