215 is what I owe for court costs

1020 is what I owe for supervision 

I’ll get my next check for around $370 on November 13th (2 weeks away)

370-215 =155 

So I’ll be at court costs paid

And I’ll owe 1020 with around 155

Next check after is thanksgiving day another 370

I’ll be at around 470

I can then pay 180 of supervision and hit the most I can pay ahead

That puts me at

1020-180=840 

Paying $60 a month and having 840 to pay means I have 14 months of payments

While I can’t pay it what I can do is save it on the side

So 470-180=290 

Around 290 out of 840

Then my ssi gives me about $100 so now at the end of November I’m at

$390 and owe $840

So first check in December puts me at 390+370=760 

Second check in December puts me at 760+370=1,130 

That means I have 1130-840=290 that I could spend on food cats and whatever

Hopefully I don’t spend that much

Then ssi for December puts me at 1230

All said and done supervision should be saved up for before January 2026

After December I’ll be back at 1 appointment a month

January- December, January & February 14 months or 14 visits to go

January is when we start working on all the good stuff

While I am killing time to get this done

What I am doing with my time is focusing on choco digging on all my characters and smoking a lot of cigarettes lol

It passes the time just fine

2 weeks I’ll be done with court costs

A month and a half after that I’ll have supervision all saved up for

After that I have 14 more visits with everything else done

To pass time I dig each day on 8 characters and I smoke cigarettes 

Starting January I’ll be buying my fun stuff the stuff from the list

Gives me 14 months to get everything I need

Get to January 

Probation is basically done besides visits

I get to start buying the fun stuff

After this goal is accomplished the next goal is making it to march 2026

In march I’ll officially have 1 year left

Not smoking or drinking bares no weight on me I have no urges to smoke or drink until I get off probation 

Feels great knowing I’m about 2 months away from having everything paid off and done 

Community service done

Anger management done

Court costs paid

Supervision saved up

Attended all meetings on time

Zero violations 

14 visits to go

Getting off in February 2027

I’ll have 15+ pounds waiting for me

I’ll have all my equipment 

I’ll probably start streaming and making videos regularly again

I make about $820 a month

I have 14 months that’s 820*14=11,480 

Gotta do the math on food drinks cat stuff and cigarettes 

But it probably puts me around 10,000 maybe 9,000 in reality 

2 months to go and the fun stuff is in sight

First order 2 for 1

Second order some equipment 

Third order more 2 for 1

Check everything off the list

Time will fly because I’m working for stuff I want. Going to work will be easier because I’ll actually be spending my money on things I want that are fun 

Not doing a day at a time, doing a month at a time trying to make time fly

Not focusing on each day just focusing on getting to the next goal

Wake up eat go to work or dig take care of cats eat again clean go to bed

Everything to make the days at quick as possible