whelp

paid my fees today

puts me down to owing $1,080

hopefully next month I can pay 250-370

I have to pay 60 to supervision fees sometime during the month

and I really want to pay the last 190 to court costs

if I can just pay that i'll be down to 830

then in march I want to pay 180 getting me down to 650

that leaves april 2026 - march 2027 to pay off the 650

I feel like I can get the 650 before june

meaning I would be done in june on fees

pay the 190 for court costs and finish that

pay the 60 supervision fee

pay the 180 max payment

leaving me with 650 left to pay

I can only pay 60 a month for future months

so that's 11 months total

i'll have 14 months to go

it'll take 11 months

so by febuary 2027 i'll be done with fees

life is going slow to say the least

and everything depends on my ssi check if it stays low again for the third month or finally goes back up to what it should be

i'll find out in about 2 weeks

food situation is terrible right now

I have none and i'm down to $40 I have to make last 10 days

so it's looking like water flavoring and hot dogs

paid for my disney+ sub and been on an american horror story binge

finally made it to season 3 and got to see emma roberts in her underwear

thats a small win I needed

ffxi is dead

3 more days of work and I get my paycheck

which could all go to rent and bills if ssi doesnt go back up so not that exciting

but if ssi does go back up I can use the money to pay for fees

I can't wait to have fees paid

to have what hemp I can buy before the nov 2026 ban

then not have to worry about paying fees or saving for hemp

and I can just use all my money on food lol

jan 890 feb 830 march 650 april 590 may 530 june 470 july 410

august 350 september 290 october 230 november 170

so by the time july rolls around I really only need 410 saved

anyways I have a plan

no point in having 400+ just tucked away

if I only have until nov to pay for hemp

as long as I have the 60 to make the monthly payment

I need to pull out of that money to pay for hemp since I can only buy that until november

then after nov i'll have plenty of time to save what's left which is only 170

I can make 170 in a month easy so it's only 1 month to get that

if my math is right I can place my first order in june then august then october

but I can't buy 3 pounds of the high quality stuff

I can get 1 pound of the high quality stuff and 2 pounds of the cheaper stuff

because i'll make like 1,800 and it comes out to 2,200 or something like that

but if i buy 1 high quality and 2 lower it's like 1,600

i've been planning this so meticulously i'm just ready to get it done

and that's making it all feel slower too

but it's pretty set I work 3 days Im off 4 days I do that twice get a paycheck pay fees get some food work and off days pay rent and bill work and off days fees and food and it just repeats

sooner I can get court costs paid the better sooner I can save a few hundred and place an order while paying the monthly fees the better

a part of me is excited hemp gets banned in november because I wont have to worry about it anymore

a very very small part because it's going to be more annoying than good

i'm going to have to use a dealer again and I could go back to jail if i got caught having to redo the entire process -_-;;;;;; it's going to go from 100% legal to illegal -_-;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

eventually we'll get recreational