4 days until snap

7 days until we find out about ssi

I made chicken spaghetti today for my mom and I

it turned out alright

I never like the way my spaghetti turns out but she said it was good

I need to clean my apartment like soon soon like tonight

but im so lazy about it, I just dont want to lol

Can't wait to find out if ssi goes up I'll be major bummed if it doesnt but im ready to know so I can start begging my mom for that $200 ill need if it doesnt

I feel like it went up last month so they should already know it needs to go up this month

I think they do know but I think they found out last month so I just feel like they forgot it needs to go up and theyll forget to make it go up for this next check

like they 100% know it needs to go up

but I think theyre going to forget to actually raise it

but you know it did go up last month and it does need to go up for this next month so who knows maybe they will do it all right and ill get my full check

thats what im hoping

if I finally get my full check it's going to be so crazy

being able to actually pay for everything for the month it'll be so exciting

7 more days and I can check

my mom and everyone else besides my dad is super hopeful they think it will go up I really hope it does go up obv

my dad straight up said it wont go up -_- how lame lol

there's no reason it shouldn't go up

my dad can be really lame sometimes

why would he tell me straight up it won't go up when he knows ive been waiting for it to go up for months and it should go up 100% because im not working and havent worked since february

3 days away from a full year without smoking weed

never thought I could go this long without smoking

but you get on probation or something and want to smoke so bad the only rule is you can't smoke until you finish so it's almost easy to not smoke because you want to smoke so bad

days going by pretty quick but still feels kinda slow

I really like staying up all night until right at about 6:30am then going to sleep until about 3pm

glad it's friday so I don't have to give my sister a ride to work wooowooo

a year without weed on 20th, snap on 22nd, find out ssi on 24th

I'm going to sign into the website and scroll down a little then either explode with happiness and tell EVERYONE or it's going to say 550 again and i'm going to get super bummed if it doesn't update on the 25th it probably won't update and it hasn't updated yet I checked last night. I think i'm getting ssi on 27th so it could update on the 27th but idk

been considering selling my lu shangs so I can quickly buy th4 hands but i'll spend all the remaining gil on ebisu and probably go broke with no items lol

still got like 30 days before I have enough gp so I think I won't sell it and just keep fishing daily for gil

I think angel skins do give more gil than fishing black soles or anything else but I want to get th4 first

I have 300k so 700k to go

was expecting to make 400-600k per day but that was waaay off I'm lucky if I pull in 250k a day

250k a day is literally fishing alll day long and i'm kinda getting burnt out on it

about to hit lvl 80 tonight. doing breams and grims in ssg and i'll stay here until about 84-86 then go back to black soles until 91 or so

then either stay at soles a few more levels or go to the last fish and hit 100

I find fishing fish that cap less than 5 away give slower skill ups

it's no big deal really though I have a long way to go

I'm at 79.8 skill I have 25,000 gp i've turned in 16 lik and 233 gugs and no luck

for some reason I feel like i'm going to get the gug item around 450

think im going to stick with my original plan

get th4 hands first(1m)

use all the gil from fish on gugs until I get that item

then sell lu and use that 3m to buy lik  I can buy 1,000 and hopefully get that item

I should be getting close or done with guild points and boom wait a bit pick up ebisu and done with fishing

from that point i'll probably just go back to angel skins so I can fish cherax and try for angel skin

I hear you can make around 150-200k per hour doing that

Once I have 100 fishing and ebisu 

All the gil I get goes to getting better gear

I'll save up 6m for homam and that goes to a safe spot

then buy things like blau dolch SH+1 int-bolt set better rings and earrings just a bunch of gear upgrades

eventually things like speed/sonic belt and dusk gloves+1