This scene is how I imagine work being

like work at a day job to pay for rent and bills

like maybe you don't actually get shot each day

but you do have to actually work so it's kinda worse in a way

I hate the idea of having to spend 40 hours a week doing something that's always a pain to pay for rent and bills

I know that's sorta bitch made of me but I just can't do it

I'm not cut out for the work force

But I always got the overwhelming feeling like when I lived with my grandma and mom when they would go to work something like this scene was playing out then as soon as the gun goes off and they die that's the instant they are walking through the front door

then my skitzo ass would like try to fight demons 15 mins before they arrived so they would make it home alive 

grandma is dead now and mom just works across the street so I can visit her at work any time but ofc I dont live with her so its not like shes getting in an accident or some crazy person goes in her workplace right before the end of shift

but I dont want to be the one dying 15 20 mins before clock out time every single day of work to pay for rent and bills

and the more money you make the worse it is

and having to travel or get a company vehicle makes it all that much worse