I’m 32 years old

Tonight I had an ice cream sandwich, a jar of pickles, 3 beef jerky sticks, and a 2 liter big red for dinner

16.5 months to go

$815 for court costs

$1,080 for supervision fees

$1,895 to go

I have $600 saved up and I should have $1130 by the end of the month

$70 for bills, $60 for supervision monthly payment, 100$ for smokes

1130 - 230, $900

so I can pay off court costs next month 900 -815

then i'll be at $85/$1,080 meaning i'll owe $995

that's $350+$350(november)+$350(december 1st) $1,050

should have all supervision saved up for around december

then i'll have 14.5 months to go at around december 15th

all court costs paid, all supervision saved, all community service done, anger management done, all clean ua's, back to 1 appointment a month

I should be done February 2027

meaning I still have a full year 2026 but it should be fun

I plan on having everything saved up before january

so starting january I can begin buying the fun stuff

I still have my list of wants I wrote up, I may bring that back

I'm so ready to get all this money made

$1,000/$1,895 $895 to go, that's 3 paychecks

november 1st & 2nd, december 1st

gah I can't wait to get this all paid and saved up for then start buying the fun stuff

I have 1,080 to pay on supervision

next month i'll pay 60 and be at 1,020

then the next month I can pay 180 and get it down to $840

then I pay $60 a month for 14 months

pretty cool to have a total of 24 months and already be talking about only having 14 more months I need to pay

that 10 months went by fast fast and I can only imagine this next 10 months will go by even quicker

8:00 anyways gotta go pick up brook and do that deal i'll finish this post when I get back

8:38 back

so basically get to january, finish 2026, then get 2 months in to 2027 and done

get to buy a lot of cool stuff during 2026 to prepare for the 2027 release

https://www.upbe4t.com/p/the-list.html

my list of things to buy before release, may be edited a little but is a rough idea of what I want to get

14 months away and I have to consider buying the bud too early which will diminish the quality

so I may just buy a 2 for 1 to get started then focus on getting the equipment

I'm excited to smoke any way I can, I do really like swishers rolled the way I enjoy them

but at heart I'm a dabs guy

so most of what I buy will probably be rosin pressed and used with a dab rig

I don't know if I want to go from being sober for 3 years straight to dabs 

I kinda want to smoke cigarillos for a few weeks before I go to the dabs

3 years sober then a giant dab will knock me on my butt and make me pass out to the world lol

Well Cali had one good ear

Her other ear had flopped over because it blew up

Now her good ear just blew up

Cali is a 13 year old calico

I rescued her when I was 19 years old

I’m sure she can live for a bit longer

She scratches her ear and shakes her head violently 

I don’t want her to suffer

My mom has already given me the talk about needing to put her to sleep so be prepared 

I don’t want my Cali to suffer

Now that both her ears are bad she’s going to scratch and shake even worse

When I got Cali she was just a baby

She showed up to the college hills house as a kitten with several other kittens like they were walking up and down the street checking out all the houses

Like kids that owned the neighborhood 

The other kittens left Cali behind

It was a cold night and I pulled into the driveway noticing her group was gone and she was huddled up by a vehicles tire trying to stay warm

I tried to pick her up and she didn’t even run or fight

She became my friend for a lifetime that night

Cali grew up in a big house

3 rooms a big living room with a kitchen and a back room

Her favorite place to be was in grandmas room she slept right next to grandma every night and she sleeps with me now that we have moved into our own apartment 

She loves treat time more than anything and she can hear her treat open from anywhere in the house she comes running ready to get her treat

Cali loves her friskies and she loves gravy swirl’s

Cali grew up with several dogs

Bandit, concho, barrio

Concho is just about as old as Cali

It’s so sad seeing our beloved companions getting to the end of their time with us

Memories of all the great times we’ve had together

Cali grew up in a big house

She had several rooms to explore all day long

She could usually be found napping in grandmas bed

Calis birthday is Easter Day

She had and has such a beautiful coat

And as a kitten she had blue eyes

She is and was so unique 

Cali was never much of a lover

I would pick her up and try but growing up in such a big house she would let me but she didn’t like it

Since shes got older I no longer pick her up or put her on her back and kiss her

She’s been a great companion to me

She’s helped me at some of the worst times in my life

I remember playing rough with her and she would just keep at it

All my arms would be scratched up and we would still get along

I’m going to miss Cali I’ve loved having her in my life

Cali meow whiskers 

Cali b

Cali b whole

Scali

Cali meow whiskers those whiskers those whiskers

Pretty kitty

Cali will be remembered as that cat that knew how to love loved her treats more than anything and wouldn’t take shit from no one

I have no idea when the time will come that she needs to be put to sleep

But I feel it is right around the corner

I can’t let my girl suffer

She’s been good to me and I want to do the best I can for her

 So what I’m looking at now is

I’ll have supervision saved up for and court costs all paid off by January 

This gives me January 2026  to February 2027 to save my money and buy the fun stuff

That’s 13 months

Can’t wait 3 months away

Then I can finally start spending my money how I want to

Buying the laptop set me back a month

Losing my snap set me back even more 

Reapplied for snap. Waiting for results 

13 months at around 700 a month

That’s 2 pounds a month

For 26 pounds

3 ounces a month makes 1lb last 5 months

20lb is around 10 years

I do want to buy the other things though

Rosin press nice piece all the things I need

I plan on pressing most of the flower to get rosin

You know maybe I get 15 lbs

Then use the rest on all the equipment I need

Just 3 months to go and I can finally start spending how I want

I’m so excited 

It feels too good to be true

It’s already October 11th and it’ll be October 17 before I even notice

Then October is half way done

Get November and December done get a few weeks in January and viola

Supervision and court costs paid and done

Second half of January I actually start saving

February I’m buying all my stuff

It’s looking promising that thca will stay legal but can never get too comfortable 

Never know what they’re going to do honestly 

I’m upset I’ve waited so long to actually start

But I’ve needed to get everything else paid and done

It’s been a lot of fees

Just 3 more months 

 Brought a new cat home today

I don’t know if it’s going to work out but I’m giving it a shot

She’s been around the hotel for a few weeks

And I’ve thought she was so pretty

All white with blue eyes

She’s a little older

Not a kitten maybe salems age maybe a little older

Salem is a year and a half

She could be two or three I have no idea

I’ve been telling her she’s pretty and I want to take her home

Today she ran up to me and let me pick her up

I asked her a few times if she wanted to go home with me

And eventually I clocked out and brought her home

Carrying her across the three streets I have to pass was a challenge but we finally made it

First thing I did was set her by the food and water

She ate for about 30 minutes and only took about 2 drinks of water

She did not like Salem at first

I kept telling her that’s Salem Salem is good

And Salem was so interested in her just looking

And the new cat would just hiss at Salem

Looking all over the new cat

She’s really friendly towards me

She licks me she lets me pick her up

She doesn’t appear to have any bugs or cuts

She’s missing some patches of hair

And some of her hair is longer and shorter

Definitely a girl I checked before I brought her I can’t have males

She’s sweet to me but still hissing at Salem

Salem and cali are alright with her being here

But I want to give it a few days to see if 1 she’ll use the box and 2 if she’ll finally stop hissing at Salem

If she does I want her to stay

If she doesn’t or starts a fight or something I’m going to have to take her back to the hotel

I’ve been wanting another cat I’ve had 2 I’ve been wanting a third

My mom said I couldn’t

But I’m 32 and I pay my rent

So we’ll see about that

I really love Salem and Cali so if they weren’t alright with it I’d have to take her back

And I love when Salem kneads on my stomach 

I’d hate to do anything that stopped Salem from doing that to me

She does it several times a day

Just going to give this cat a few days and see how it goes

As far as a name I’m at a loss

My coworker said Lucy I was thinking Ashley or Sabrina

But now I’m thinking coco

Coco is a little less human than Lucy Ashley or Sabrina

I like Ashley and Sabrina since she is all white with blue eyes

But I think it’s going to be coco

If she does end up staying

did a lot of cleaning up today

decided to listen to ai and make those changes to upbe4t.com

not sure if i'll actually like it, may change it back

website youtube twitch all of that will start seeing more action

mostly leveling new characters and starting the process of leveling digging

from raising chocobos to unlocking inv slots

I plan on posting a lot of this new content