I smoked because I was depressed borderline suicidal 

It made me better

Then I smoked to open my mind and get better at gaming and coding

I did that

Then I smoked to party and make money

I did 

Then somewhere in making money

It moved to smoking to not hurt my family 

Eventually the family worked me without paying me and I couldn’t afford the weed

So when the pot finally ran out

I beat on my family

Then I went to jail for a long time and got an even longer time on probation 

My grandma died my grandpa and I have a protective order and my mom + sister and I are closer than ever before

I can’t wait to smoke to play video games and smoke to eat and smoke to sleep

I got so fed up of smoking to not hurt the people I loved

And now that I’m all on my own

It is going to be so much fun to smoke and a year