Well finally 

The day I have been waiting for

It’s my first supervision appointment of December 

I have enough money to pay court costs

My probation officer said I could pay supervision later in the month

Thank goodness 

Nothing to worry about

I’ll get my check cashed tomorrow

It’s already the 11th pretty much

So sick

Just 20 more days of December and we’re already 11 days in

Get December done and I’ll only have 13 more months

Woooo wooooo

Going to be reactivating my alts soon

Once I get my check cashed and put money on my card

Paying an extra 2 accounts both have ebisu 

Should be pulling in 30m worth of fish a day. No idea how they’ll actually sell with that large of a supply

Right now the fish sell as quickly as I put them on the ah

But I’m only catching about 30 at a time

Still going to be fun

I’m excited

Only 13 months to go… gah lol

It’s December 10th and it doesn’t even feel cold yet

So strange

But eeeeeeeeee 13 months !!!!!!!

Less than 400 days woowooo

Just keep staying on top of every keep knocking everything out

I really don’t want to spend $52 a month on ff11 subs

But i should make a lot of Gil and enjoy my time meaning time will fly even more

So it’s paying to work more make more and paying for time to go by faster lol

After December only 1 visit a month !!!!!

Means I’ll only have 13 more visits and I’m done !!!!!!!!!!!!!

I’m so happy I managed to get the $50 for court costs

I owe $1,300 I’ve paid $8,700

300 to court costs

1000 to supervision 

I want to pay off court costs this month

Then next month I want to pay as much as they’ll let me on supervision 

Next month I should only have 760 left to pay

I’m going to save that so I know I’ll have enough each month

I don’t want any more months like this one

It was so stressful having my ssi go down over 500

Having spent all my money the day I got the notification in the mail

Trying to save every dollar

I’m going to have 13 months remaining and only 760 left to pay 

Out of 43 months and 10,000

By the time I get the 760 I’ll probably have like 10 months to go

Just 10 months !!!!!!! About 300 days hahahahhaha

If I can keep my work schedule how it is or better

It’s going to be so easy to get this all done

4 days of a week basically feels like teleporting and the 3 days I work I just eat a good breakfast drink a monster and smoke cigarettes every urge I get it’s no problem

A month is 12 days of work and 16 days off it’s so my style of working

In 300 days 168 days off 126 days of work

10 appointments 

All money and requirements completed 

Oh weird that’s a new requirement countdown

How many days of work I need to complete before whatever marker point

But I’m getting ahead of myself

I still have 400 days total to go

872 days since I got my charge

400 days to go

2/3 of the way done

You think about it

Something that took years and years of building up the person just pissing you off in so many ways always making you to be in the wrong and you always feeling like you were being the bigger man

Then you get tired of it and give them what they deserve 

It took years to get you that mad the event didn’t take longer than 3 mins

Years to get there 3 mins for the entire event and it’s going to take 1,300 days to get back out of trouble

You’d think there would be some feeling of I shouldn’t of done that or why did I do that

But I guess if you ate your feeling and were the bigger man for long enough

You don’t even feel like the time you have to do is a burden for what you did

It’s just what you have to do because what you had to do because someone was neglecting you to the point of being torture by definition 

872 days done $8,700 dollars paid

Community service anger management everything else

400 days to go soon to be only $700 left to pay

I’ll get that saved and never worry another day about it

And still have about 9 months to place my orders

And I really only need about 3 orders to get what I want

The only reason I second guess getting my alts back online

It’ll slow everything down as far as spending money

But it will speed time up quite a bit

So I’m paying to speed the days up

Which definitely would be worth it

And the market is very good rn

Idk I’ll have to think about it first

I’m fine with 1 char I just don’t make as much Gil

Anyways it’s 5:30 that’s enough rambling 

Time to get some sleep