I need to get a girlfriend and have a kid

But I don’t want to

I had a dream I went after this girl and we were doing it going through love we would walk everywhere holding hands we would run holding hands

Then this guy got in my face

And she had her arms wrapped around me holding my back like walking with me

And I ended up killing the guy that got in my face

And instead of just leaving him and walking off with my girl

Mind you it is a dream and I should have enough self control to control and maintain it

When I killed the guy I thought I had to dispose of his body so I dumped it in a river

But I just left my girl behind

Which means I’ll never find her again to me

Her hands were the perfect warmth and size

And we held hands and walked around everywhere together

But one guy gets in my face and what do I do freaking kill him and run offal away from my girl

One second I’m deeply in love holding hands with the perfect girl

Next second I’m running around with a corpse looking for a spot to dump the body

And she was even shocked and saying why did you do that talking about me killing the guy