2 years of living by myself

In my own apartment with just me and my two cats I call my girls

And occasionally I  still have to remind myself it’s my own apartment and I live alone

I’m 32 I have my own apartment I live alone

I’ll be sitting on my couch with the tv off just staring into space

Waiting for some noise or something to interrupt my staring into space

And I’m like oh it’s my apartment I can do anything 

Anyways in 2 years of finally living alone in my own space

The most difficult thing is getting laundry done

I have no laundry mats close and I don’t want to walk to the closest one

I still have my mom do my laundry 

But I wear everything like 10+ times

I have like 4 pair of underwear and I can wear them for like 2 months at a time

I don’t want to buy more clothes

That seems like a waste of money I have enough clothes

I just can’t get them washed often because my mom doesn’t want to do it

So I go like 3-4 months to get like 2 loads done

I don’t mind wearing clothes with holes or stains

My underwear smell like balls so strong even I start getting light headed and bothered if I put my head under my covers

I could wash my clothes in the sink

But I don’t have any hangers to hang them so they can dry