7 months into probation now

haven't smoked or drank once

7 out of 24 months

my officer told me I can ask for an early release when I hit the halfway point

but to do that I have to hire a lawyer

which may be worth it

even if it costs like $1,000 I make well over $1,000 in 6 months(I would be getting off 6 months early)

so it is something I am going to think about

if I get the lawyer and get the early release that drops 6 months off so I would be at

7 out of 18 months which means I only need 11 months to go

by the time I get to 12 months I would only have 5 or 6 months to go

and I haven't bought any weed yet and it could get banned any day lol

I have $350 saved up, working on getting up to $800 for court costs

should be this month

but I probably can't pay until next month

buying this new laptop really set my entire schedule back a month or two

but I love this new laptop and being held back a month or two isn't THAT bad

I really need to focus on actually working while I am at work and getting the job done

I slacked off last week but this week I gotta get everything done

——post above was yesterday 

Today’s addition to post below

Ended up getting called in to work did a few hours on the clock

Also got called in the day before

Maybe I can get Sunday off to keep my hours regular 

Salem ripped up 2 keys on my brand new laptops keyboard 

One just clicked back in fine the other was broke in pieces I found one half but couldn’t find the other half

It cost $11 to order a replacement 

She was in trouble 

But since I ordered that new key I’ve forgiven her

Franco’s the Mexican restaurant I’ve been ordering food from raised their prices on the specials

So today was pretty disappointing 

Salem broke my keyboard, Franco’s went up on their prices, got called into work on a off day, and to top it all off I went to 2 Walmarts and neither had the nurri protein drink even though they said they did on the website 

I’m about to give up on that drink I’ve been looking everywhere for 3 months

Not a single person has downloaded my new program

My favorite streamer said he can’t stream the main thing I followed him and watch him for

None of my listing are selling on the ah

It’s just disappointing 

I want to start new characters 

I’m not sure if I want to lvl new characters on my main account 

Or work on different accounts

I like the idea of different accounts because I can do a wider range of content but I really don’t want to pay more money

And I like the idea of my chars on my main because it’s cheaper 

But I need an alt to pl the new characters or pay someone in game 

Back to probation 

I owe $800 for court costs

I owe $1,100 to supervision fees

I have 7 months of 24 months done

Haven’t smoked or drank once

Cigarettes is the only thing holding me together 

I never wanted to smoke cigarettes I never thought I would buy a pack

But they’re taking care of me right now

I can’t wait to finish and quit

Plan is to save as much as I can for this month

Expecting to have around $700 by the end of the month

Then when I get my check next month I’ll probably pay off court costs

Then it’s going to take 2 more months to save up the 1,000

Then by January I can finally start spending my money freely 

All eyes on the thca and “thc” flower which is still thca lol

What we’re up against now is the tabc regulations and the rewriting of the farm bill

Both or either could ban thca flower in Texas

Just praying for the best

By January I’ll finally be placing my orders

I bought a $325 air conditioner then I bought a $615 laptop so I’m definitely behind on being early

I still make my monthly payments but I wanted to get all this done yesterday 

Got my ebt snap food stamps taken away going to try to start working on getting them back on Monday 

Haven’t been cooking been getting fast food the past few weeks

It’s honestly not more expensive than cooking if you know the good deals lol

Like I got $300 right now my next check should be $350ish then food + smokes taken out

Then a third check this month probably 350 again

Take out around 50 a week for food then 100 a month for smokes

I’m at about $700

Then add next months check and I’m at about $850

I can pay off court costs

Then it’ll take 350 350 350 350 1400 -400

1000 that should be enough for supervision fees

By now it’ll be January 

Then I can finally start spending 

Still sticking with the 20 lb of bud idea

I want 20 pounds of hemp before I sign off of probation 

If I don’t get a full 20 I won’t be disappointed 

But I’m really aiming for 20 pounds

I’ll have January to April then to the next April that’s 16 months

Making around 700 a month

With the price of 2 lb being right at about 700

Minus 300 a month

400 a month 16 months 6,400

6,400/700 9.14 * 2 18.28

I should be able to get 18 pounds 

If I get ebt back it should easily be 20+

Before it was I just needed to get to December now it’s I just need to get to January 

But I got a really nice laptop to help me get there now

I can write my code I can test it I can run ff11 I can do everything I want at the same time

My only issue with the new laptop is it doesn’t work that well for streaming

The stream dies and my entire connection shits

I’ve done some fine tuning dialing in and it is getting better but still not perfect

Enjoying my days off

Ready to work and get the job done on my work days

Being on time for mhmr and supervision appointments 

Eating good, keeping up with my girls needs 

I got this easy I’m not going to smoke or drink and not smoking is the hardest part which is easy now 

In about 2 more weeks I won’t need my ac anymore still going to keep it for next year but I won’t need to run it all day to keep apartment livable 

I can’t wait to freeze my ass off lol

Last year was hard during winter

I had hell my heater doesn’t work

I have a stove I can heat my apartment with but I don’t like using it too much in fear of rent going up

Finish October get a few weeks in November pay off court costs asap

Start December finish around January have all supervision saved up

Work from January to January spending everything besides what I spend on food and cigarettes on pounds of thca when I finally get a stash things are going to be so much easier because I’ll be there I’ll basically be done

Everything I’ve wanted all these months will finally be here

Then by the end of January 2027 I’ll have like 3 months to go

At that point it’s saving to hit my 2k limit

And when I finally sign my release papers and wait a few weeks grace period

I spend like $300 on beer and start smoking my 20 pounds haha hahahahha

I’ll be able to drink with my neighbor 

I’ll be able to go to sleep high and wake up and get high

Stay high all day and night

Work high

Go to mhmr high

I am going to do literally everything high

It’s going to be the best years of my life to date

My brother told me today he got a girl pregnant 

I’m glad for him and our dad

I still don’t want a kid

And I still don’t want a relationship 

I’m too picky

I know exactly what I want and I can’t afford the type

I don’t wear clean clothes I don’t shower regularly I don’t keep my apartment clean

I’m a definite no for the type of girl I chase

Let’s just get to January 

Then go 12 good months

Let’s pray thca remains legal in Texas

Pray I get to all my appointments on time

Pray I work as hard as I need to and get everything done to keep my job

Pray I don’t piss any of the higher ups off

January is only 2 months away not counting October 

September went by lightning fast

Let’s pray October does too

And all the other months until I finish