Under 18

Everyone is out besides blonde hair blue eyes

Which are almost worth the 15 years in prison 

But if you look beyond 18 they’re a dime a dozen

The most unobtainable the highest standards the most needy the hardest to please 

But not any more difficult than most other cultural groups those usually being more difficult 

And also not much to look at really

So under 18 almost worth it but definitely not

Over 18 just feels pointless or impossible 

Mexicans impossible already chasing others too focused on jobs

Blacks only care about money and you don’t have enough 

Mixed is about the easiest 

Whites you need about as much but a little less money than blacks

If you don’t need the relationship and touch and all that

You can watch your perfect type 24-7 on stripchat

Big small black white American foreign anything 

But could you get with them making $15 an hour. . . Probably not

Maybe $60 an hour minimum 

That’s too hard they aren’t worth it

And what’s the deal with even crack heads being so superior 

I understand black royalty and white perfection 

But you live in a tent in a tore down house lot between a donut shop and a Taco Bell

And can’t even get the time of day

When you make nothing

And I make $16 an hour

With an apartment and a truck and a job

It’s like the rougher they look the more value they hold

Completely opposite to the blonde hair blue eyes beach girl Barbies

I don’t understand how it can be so desolate when looking for a relationship 

Nothing online works you can send 500 messages and not get one reply 

Yet 45 year olds are messing hundreds of 12 year olds and getting nude pics send and receive 

Scammers talking to elderly and getting tens of thousands of dollars

I just don’t understand 

I’m very picky

But even if I wasn’t picky I haven’t seen anything in the past 15 years. Not a single one

I won’t go for a girl that needs more money than I can offer

So I go for ones that I can offer enough money and they’re so busy

Logan and I finally ending it

She’s getting too old and has too much money

I’m getting too old and don’t have enough money

It’s not even fun playing relationship with her anymore 

Any time I post I get called a pedophile

And the other day I looked at porn for a good hour plus pictures and videos

I don’t find a single pic or video I liked

It was depressing 

I feel a better feeling looking at kids doing things on Pinterest or instagram completely void of sexuality 

Like eating and taking pics in uniforms

Or getting ready for cheer practice 

That stuff gives me a good feeling

The way looking at porn used to