well it happened

work let me go

budget cuts and I was next on the list to go

meh it's bad but i'm sorta happy

I was getting tired of worrying if or when it would happen

I was getting screwed anyways 2 250 checks and a 300 ssi check making 800 a month

when I could not have a job and make 900 from ssi alone

internet went up $75

so i'm going to need to cancel internet disney+ and ffxi

hopefully not for too long though  I know i'll miss my youtube and ffxi

going to call isp any day now to cancel

already called ssi and told them I wasn't working anymore

the internet upgrade went terrible

I was at $40 locked for 3 years  it went up to $115 on the second month

I was told I would get a year of netflix, that didn't work out

I was told I would get a $100 visa and that didn't work out

everything the guy told me was a lie

I paid my internet bill for feb and they sent a second bill

so I have no other choice but to cancel

I have all my money for rent I thought I paid my internet but they hit me with a second bill and i'm going to get help with my phone

I'm going to ask my landlord if I can make a partial payment out of the kindness of his heart so I can pay my fees

i'll need to ask mhmr to help me with march's rent

by april my ssi check should go up but if it doesn't i'll need to ask mhmr for help 1 more time

because ssi looks 2 months back to figure out how much you get

march is january april is feb I only worked like 3 hours in feb so april should be good

meaning it SHOULD only be 1 really bad month

after april or may I should be able to get internet again

but I'm not going to go with optimum I'm tired of their lying bs

I think i'm going to upgrade my phone plan to unlimited data and unlimited hotspot and just hotspot from my phone

That is only $30 more a month and they aren't going to lie about what i'm getting

So I owe $115 to isp, i'm just going to wait as long as I can to pay it eventually when I do get money i'll pay it or get my mom to help then pay her back

I have my rent, i'm going to ask if I can make a partial payment so I can pay my supervision fees

phone will be taken care of

March i'm going to ask mhmr to help me pay rent then maybe I can pay internet if I can actually get mhmr's help

I should be able to pay bills and fees in march if mhmr helps with rent

April should be better

I can upgrade phone service reactivate ff11 and get back to normal living

Not having to go to work is awesome

I get to spend all freaking day with my cats and I love that

I can actually clean my apartment and keep it nice

I won't be tired all the time or sleeping all the time when i'm off so I won't be tired at work

everyone I've told in my real life thinks it is going to be better for me since i'll have more time and i'll have more money

I'm not looking forward to calling my isp to cancel service

they are such a pain !!!! it's like they do anything and everything to stop you

even if you tell them I got billed twice everything the salesman said was a lie I DONT HAVE THE MONEY I lost my job AND I DONT HAVE THE MONEY

they'll still try to sell you insurance and phone service and try to lower your bill then raise it instantly

I'm DONE with them

now I can't wait until april to see if I finally get a real ssi check not that baby stuff