I was the furthest up her ass at one point

and it's weird because she takes pics and videos next to males and it feels like their up my ass

I would even say i'm still the furthest up her ass till today 6 years later

but can I get it to feel like it did 6 years ago when I can drink and smoke again

no psychedelics no smart drugs

just beer and weed

I think I can I hope I can

she'll still have a year left of college

i'll be 420 blazeing it all day everyday drinking as much as I can

going to have a full year of her in college with my cyber stalking not stalking being a #1 fan from a distance

I wish her and I could bump heads

okay this is what it feels like

her and I bump heads then we go freaky friday and switch bodies

I can remember all of her experiences and see everything that's happening

but I'm still in my body and I live my normal life

just being so much closer to her

I want to have my proverbial antenna set to her frequency where I hear her voice all throughout the day during every decision I make

I want to feel like a team player and I just made a home run and all the bloodline does better because i'm exceling

I want to feel like I'm in her house, our house

I dont want to see her in pictures with other boys I want her to do all solo pictures

feeling like I'm actually making a difference and with her girl feelers she can actually feel me pulling her in

like I'm catching a mermaid on a rod and reel but lowkey she kinda wants it just so I can see her underwater as i'm pulling her up

they'll never make another like her, she's truly one of a kind