it's going to be like

it's been 3 years since i've smoked

it feels like it was 15 mins

all I can remember is smoking in 2011 when i graduated high school

then smoking in 2015 with my brother

then zayne dying in 2016 and it slowing down but I got more money so I smoked more

2022 grandma died and it got a lot harder and that's when I smoked the last really good stuff

then all of a sudden i'm beating the shit out of my grandpa

because money was out and I kept telling him not to give me jobs and he wouldn't stop and his jobs never paid not the waiting for the job to start or doing the job I always got shafted because I smoked all my bud before the job started then it didnt pay and I would be out and he would want to keep giving me jobs

and if he didnt give me the job I could go days with what I had

now i'm here 14 gravity hits and 8 beers deep

and it's like. . . wow 

that happened but it really doesn't feel like it happened. did it happen?

it feels like grandma died then a 5 year time period I got removed from life and traveled to another planet

and now i'm back on earth living my normal life

damn

15 gravity hits in on the 9th beer

shit

hahahahaha I can't believe I did that

I"M ALIVE

I WOULD BE DEAD IF I DIDNT BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF MY GRANDPA

ONE HUNDRED PRECENT

I WOULD BE DEAD RIGHT NOW

but i'm better than i've ever been in my entire life !!!!

if I didnt knock my grandpa out with my bare fist I would be dead right now

now i've got 3 cats my own apartment i'm on gravity hit 15 im on beer 9 i've got ffxi i've got a plasma screen a ac a heater a working shower a couch a recliner a bed a full fridge with 3 30 packs and over 3 pounds of weed and a job

it's sunday I've got all of tonight monday tuesday wednesday and thursday

that's 5 days I can get as high as I possibly can stand without passing out!!!! and even if I pass out I just wake up and do it again

I'm not trying to get to where I want to go

I'm trying to go past it

I want to get further down the one way and say maybe tomorrow ill get to where I want to go but today im going all the way down

I dont want to be a 1 hitter quitter

I want to take 4 hits minimum