well cashed my check today, got my ebt today

went to social security office and turned in my check stubs for this month

still no letter in the mail telling me what i'll get for ssi

bought $68 worth of groceries

getting ready for this storm this weekend

manager told me to just come in on friday and take saturday and sunday off

apparently it's going to start raining around 2pm I usually work 11am-5pm but manager told me to start clocking out early, budget cuts, so I have been clocking out early

since I miss 2 days this work week i'm going to try to stay as long as possible to get some hours

peanut butter, 3 packs of 5 ramen noodles, 5 fast bites bbq burgers, thin mint cookies, banana pudding, 5 bbq venna sausages, 2 tampico gallons buy 1 get 1 free, 2 cans of menudo, 2 cans of loaded potato soup, 2 packs of tuna, 1 monster, some of those pretzel and cheese little snack things, 2 bags of cat food, 1 jug of kitty litter

i'm set for the storm

only got $50 in ebt had to spend $18 on top of that

I've got $20 and all the food I bought to last 2 weeks

unless ssi is a good check. if it's 390 again i'm sol

I can pay my rent and bills but I'm left with like 20 bucks to last 2 weeks

i'll get 6 days off of work in a row, that'll be nice

not good for money but I've been needing a little vacation

I get an injection I think on monday 26th

I get ssi on tuesday 27th

I have supervision on wednesday the 4th

I'll get my next paycheck on thursday 5th

just paying the minimums until I can get some money saved up which allllllllllllllll depends on ssi

so tired of worrying about ssi being low again

when I took my check stubs I also took novembers' check stubs and the letter they sent me with the amounts they used and wrote a small note detailing everything. doubt i'll get the money back but we will see.

and im losing hope this ssi check will be better but we will see

they really need to take responsibility getting so little ssi has really hurt me buying food has become so much harder than it should be not to mention rent bills and fees

ffxi is slow. No one does cp/ep when I look for groups. I made 20m yesterday which was really nice because I was down to 2m. Had a horrible crafting session and bought some argosy +1 pieces. I unlocked my mythic aug ki but I haven't had the gil to buy the upgrade items. ohh yeah I crafted a voodoo cap -1 and a su4 from one of the new sets my tip was 20m. the brd legs su4 or su4 are really nice. the bst set is pretty terrible unless you unlock ta and stp augs which can take years -_-;;; and the set only has 23% haste !!!!! Argosy+1 is better than that set stooopid duty set, I'm not excited about it anymore

about to write a post for upbe4t.com detailing my bst sets specifically my dd sets

anyways I got food, drinks, cat food, kitty litter, 3 packs of smokes

i'm going to have 6 days off of work

worst case scenario the electricity goes out for a few days and I can't microwave my food or use my space heater

I already warned my girls about what's going on and how we may need to pull all the blankets out and cuddle together for warmth

the biggest thing coming up is seeing what my ssi check is going to be 390 it's going to be hard but i'll make it 590+ i'll be living the good life

not much to say about probation, staying clean, no smoking or drinking... trying to get court costs paid off.. trying to make that 180 payment to supervision.. april/may marks 1 year done and 1 year to go

seems like it's taking forever to get to that year mark but it is winter and time seems to go slower because it's cold I think. eventually we'll get to april and it'll warm up then it'll be summer ! june july august then by the time september rolls around the year is almost over just october november and finally december then by january I only have like 3 monthss to go

Lets get it done i'm tired of january it's been january forever at this point at least it's the 23rd now only 8 more days of this month. February is a short month, thank goodness. Then we're in march. I just want this year to be over already lol.

well time to wrap it up, that's enough for tonight.