Probation in the morning then just next month i'll be a year in with 1 year to go

I got lucky today !!

a guy got kicked out of his room at the hotel they told him they would pay for a week but ended up only paying for like 4 days

he asked the manager to let him stay another day for $90 in food stamps

possibly allegedly

the manager may or may not told me to buy him 4 or 5 coca colas

and my mom had a small list chips pudding bread soda cheese lunchmeat

then whatever was left I could spend on myself and take home

ended up with 3 monsters 2 coca colas a tbone a can of menudo a dozen eggs some pink wafers onion jalapeno cilantro 

this is going to help me so much make it to when I get my snap wooowoooo !!

mom also bought me the special at francos for today chicken fingers

they were alright came with a side of french fries I drown mine with ketchup and came with gravy pretty good

it's 8:44pm rn gonna try to go to sleep early tonight and wake up early

then I can drink monsters and play on horizon

even if I wake up at like 4 or 5am that would be good with me just as long as I dont stay up until 4 or 5am lol

excited about getting tomorrows' probation done and paying my fees

excited about making it to the 22nd so I can get my snap

excited about paying rent

feeling hopeful but not 100% sure about my ssi check for this month

excited next month puts me at 12 months to go

no violation so far

only $40 left to pay for court costs

i'll be down to $720 for supervision

I should be getting $890 for each ssi check

but for the last 5 months i've only got $380

it has been so hard on me

i've asked so many agencies for help and no one is helping rn :(

ended up having to ask a friend for a loan and they could do it

so i'm good for this month

I need to call social security administration in the morning and see if any progress has been made because if I don't get my full check i am going to be so freaking far behind

this is what it would look like $890 check  $600 to rent $100 to loan $110 to fees that's $810 leaving me with $80 about $60 would go to smokes and $20 to cats

and that's completely ignoring my cell phone which my mom has been taking care of but I need to pay her back soon too

hopefully around september I can give her $200 or $300 for all the help she has given me

I know she would appreciate it

I can't wait to be done smoking cigs heh

12 more months of cigs and then I am cutting waaaaaaaaay back

gonna miss smoking cigs that's one way I can look that I have 12 more months and be happy at least I have that long

I really like cigs I like the entire community of cigarette smokers

everyone has a story

everyone is so real

I like the aesthetic online of beautiful girls that smoke

it's so sick so cool

I can't wait for summer

I just hope my ac can survive another summer

it'll be like 105 degrees outside and 60 in my apartment i'm going to sleep so good haha

I can't wait

90 days until june

and by the time june rolls around 300 days to go

i'll find out soon if the judge accepts my time served

well not super soon but in the next few months probably

anyways time to wind down and get ready for bed

everything going great

got food for a few days

get to go to probation tomorrow

i'll only owe $40 to court costs

i'll get supervision down to $720

everything depends on ssi getting fixed like it has for the past 5 months

my mom is so upset with ssi screwing me it really gets to her that i've missed out on so much money and it doesn't look like they are going to do anything to fix it

anyways time to try to go to sleep so I can wake up early