haven't done a good update in a long time.

ssi actually went up, not to the full amount, but it did go up $200

I'm still not going to be able to pay all my bills but I think my mom is going to help.

grandma had some rings when she passed mom is going to sell them and help me pay bills.

I'm thinking ssi will go up again next month if it does then I'm going to have it sooooooo goood better than I ever have before

Probation

I'm 1 month away from having court costs paid off not counting april

I owe $90, $50 in april and $40 in may

I owe $720 to supervision

and I also owe $400 for the loan but mom may help with that too

but keeping it on probation I officially have 395 days to go but if judge accepts my time served it would be 30 days off early so 365 days

No solid info on judge accepting my time served I'm staying positive and hopeful I haven't got any violations and I have done everything correctly on time but reading on google judges don't always accept is the charge is a violent charge. I mean worse case scenario I just do 30 more days best case I get 30 days off early ofc I want the 30 days off early but if judge says no I guess that's fine you know

after my next visit: $40 left for court costs, $720 left for supervision, 365 or 395 days left on time

probation officer is trying to get my fees reduced or waived completely

I'm not too sure about that. if it does happen great if it doesn't happen I don't really expect it to lol

I just don't know how it would work. I want to pay off court costs the right way.

and on supervision are they just going to say I owe $300 instead of $720 or will they say I only need to pay $30 a month instead of $60 and if I pay $30 instead of $60 am I going to need to pay the rest before I get off??? I just don't really understand how it would work

they've always seemed pretty strict on how the money works like they really need that amount

doctor proscribed me sleep meds. my mom told them I was depressed and have been staying up all night and sleeping all day but the reason I stay up all night is because I camp devil manta and I sleep during the day because I have to sleep sometime lol

I feel like i'm sleeping less but my mom told the doctor i'm sleeping way more than normal but she also told the doctor i'm not even playing my game anymore and i'm playing horizon more than ever

I do want to touch on horizon later in this post

I definitely do want to take the sleeping meds but i'm still going to stay up all night to camp devil manta then take the pill around 9am or 10am and sleep until like 6pm lololol

feels good not needing to go to work and getting to play 11 all night making the big bucks

ssi is going up, not all the way up, but i am hopeful for next month

probation I owe $40 to court costs, $720 to supervision and I have 365 or 395 days to go depending on judge's decision

snap went up to $300 and i've been eating soooo goood 

horizon is going great I've farmed 2m in the last few days, trying to get to 7m so I can buy the full homam set and th4 gloves

horizon

i've been getting angel skins like crazy, up to 2m gil rn only need 5m more to have enough for full homam and th4 gloves

thf is my main and I'm pretty sure it is going to stay that way. I want to level all jobs to 75 but i'm just going to pick 1 or 2 others I don't want to struggle with inv space if I miss out on events that's np

lvling fishing it is up to 23.4 trying to get it to 50 asap I usually fish for skill during the day then around 12:30 head on down to devil manta and do that until about 8am

with ssi going up it is the best information in months

just staying positive and hoping it goes up again next month then i'm set, life is officially perfect

fees are going down

I'm officially at 1 year to go on probation

I need to pay off that loan asap

I want to pay my mom some money for helping me so much

if ssi does go up next month you guys will be the first to know

breakdown

so I get $300 in snap that's plenty of money for food to last the month

I should get $990 but I owe from overpayments they take $99 out until it is paid off I currently owe 4,000 so that's around 4 full years !!

at $890 a month

600 rent 30 phone 15 internet 60 fees 600+30+15+60=705 which leaves me with $185 

the $185 goes to paying off my loan of $400 once the loan is paid off it goes to cat food/litter and smokes

I should have the loan paid off in 3 months(a lot longer than I would like but it is the best I can do unless my mom helps)

if fees get waived that could be 60 off could be 30 off I have no idea what they plan on doing

main thing is if ssi went up to what it should be I could pay all my bills and everything I need to be paid

staying positive and hopeful ssi goes up next month because what I am getting still isn't enough and I live super cheap my rent and bills are very low

ill find out next month around the 24th

I can't even explain how big of a win it would be

have loan paid off around july court costs paid off owe 540 pay 180 in august be down to 300 in september

only owe 120 by december and as soon as my officer allows pay it all off

just january and february

march is my last visit, april I am officially done

unless judge accepts time served

then february is my last visit and march I am officially done

biggest thing is ssi going up

next thing is if judge accepts time served

third thing is how they plan on reducing or waiving the fees

i dont expect to know any of that for a month+

it's just nice to know it won't be long and ill be at 330 days to go or 300 days to go

finally getting under 300 days get down to 200 days then down to 100 days and finally in double digits

excited to get this next visit done

just 11 more visits

everything is lining up to work perfectly