You didn’t respect him at all you treated him worse than shit you treated him like dirt to shit on

You peed in his ears he would go to the furthest point in his room and he could still hear your epic pees

He would come home everyday and not be able to sit on the couch that was his favorite spot to be

You would hawk loogies and it would give him a headache in his room

You didn’t ask occasionally you asked for him to do something for you every single day

If he was high you never came if he had a decent amount all he could afford you would ask

And you wouldn’t set a time and all his medicine would go right as you wanted to go

And he wouldn’t get paid and he couldn’t ask anyone for help with money

You always had meeting to fix whatever was wrong

And he got so damn upset he had told you a million times what he wanted and you absolutely refused to change and would want him to change

Everyone told him to walk away

And he did walk away for months years

And it was wearing on him

Every injection every psychologist meeting he always talked about the latest thing you did to piss him off to blowing up and walking away

He wrote you a shitty note

You found the note

Y’all had your meeting of what needs to change

He needed to ask you for money to get medicine to get high to be around you

He wouldn’t ask for money after you found his shitty note 

You wanted change he did the only thing he could think of

Each time he walked away to not knock you out

You got more non physically violent with him

The jobs got more asinine 

He started to feel like he was your servant or slave or boy toy

The work didn’t pay off for the medicine used to get to work

He felt he was wasting all his time

And he kept asking for you to stop giving him jobs

You just ignored everything he asked

Pissed in his ears

Spit constantly and gave him headaches interrupting his deep though

He knows you didn’t make him do it

He knows it was his bad choice

But he also knows you wouldn’t change and he couldn’t just walk away again

Because you were getting so relaxed with people being upset at no change to the point it felt like you were enjoying people finding you unbearable 

He was upset he asked so many people for help and they just kept poking him with needles and that was causing him to spend more money on weed to make him feel like himself and it never worked because it got too expensive because the injections 

What do I do in the future to avoid becoming a repeat offender 

I feel like as long as I never live with anyone else I’ll be perfectly fine

Which is why I don’t want a girlfriend or wife or kids

And why I’m happy where I am at for the rest of my life 

As long as I don’t have to live with someone I can’t stand that I love and hate at the same time

As long as I can live alone with my cats 

I’ll never have a elderly man that pisses me off to not end on my couch all day and night demanding I work for him with little to no pay

No time set having to stay awake then passing out right before

Then getting a stern talking to for saying I would do something and not doing it

Like he knew he was about to make me pass out then knew I passed out and that’s when he wanted to do it

I always complained how the time seemed to speed up and slow down

I will NEVER let and elderly person in my life or house EVER so long as I live

They are fucked up

I’m not even going to take care of my mom when she gets old

Brook can do it or you can go to a nursing home

I REFUSE TO LET AND ELDERLY PERSON IN MY HOME

I ABSOLUTELY REFUSE IT

I WOULD COMMIT SUICIDE BEFORE I LET AND ELDERLY PERSON STAY AT MY HOUSE

I’ll live on the streets before I live with someone over 80

I would walk to the river and sleep in a bush before I slept in a house with the elderly